Hello,

I am somebody who was saved in her university room by Jesus, after denying Him. Because of my love for spiritualism and conspiracies, I found myself down a rabbit hole of dwelling in the occult. From the age of 14 years old, I was obsessed with meditation, chakras, horoscopes, and astral projection. I was suffering behind closed doors from depression suicidal thoughts and later on anxiety. I enjoyed being in the clubs hooking up with different men and getting seriously drunk. I was worldly to the core and stuck in new age. 

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I was saved around the age of at 16/17 years old but there was no one to guide me in the new journey I had chosen so I went right back into the world.

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In university, after watching a documentary that led me to believe Christianity is not real I denied Jesus and renounced my faith. My mother sent me a video of a man called spirit guide I used to watch and he was renouncing all his teachings about spiritualism, and how we came from aliens, he was proclaiming the name of Jesus. Lost, scared and confused  the holy spirit said 'Call on the name of Jesus and ask to be saved'

I spoke to Jesus and said 'God I don't know what is going on but Jesus please save me'​ and that is when the real fight for my soul began.

 

I've spent 6-7 years going in and out of the psychotic ward after giving my life to Jesus, I would hear and see things which led me to sinning greatly during my walk landing me in the psychotic ward many times. But with all of that said I held on to Jesus, I kept hope and faith that no matter he would save me!